Get Behind Kink...
This is a really neat idea from the makers of Hogtied (and y'all know I LOVE me some Hogtied hotties tied up tight and forced to endure hours of crazy screaming orgasms, right??? RIGHT??? THAT btw, is real to me! You cannot fake something like that!). *Whew* Boy I do get sidetracked don't I? Annnnyways... they have a really kewl new site called Behind Kink, which allows you to take a behind the scenes look at how they produce their porn. It's only $4.95/month so super cheap for a porn site and if you really love porn, I dunno how you could help but love it. Check out the Behind Kink tour by clicking here!
Real sex... what's the diff?
So I've been pondering this topic a lot lately; you know the vast majority of porn blogs out there claiming to be this person or that person are not really written by those people... it's just stuff some webmaster somewhere is making up.
NOT that there is anything wrong with that.
I love porn in general, ALL porn... but for me personally, I've always found the porn that most rocks my clit is the porn where I can feel the real lust and sex right through the screen or the page. As an example, I love Taboo magazine, but the truth is that it's mostly a spectacle to me... the images are so sterile, I don't usually feel any real *heat* coming out at me. And for me, that is what gets me. Give me a wide open pussy... so what??? Give me a wide open pussy that is throbbing and dripping hot pussy juice, and HOLY CRAP have you got my attention. (Now, I'm throbbing too. See how that works?)
Earlier I wrote a hot post over at my Bondage Blog, and looking at all those dirty movie clips made me throb so hard I *had* to go masturbate. I wrote that there, but I knew even while I did it that most people reading it would just think I was some guy sitting here... NOT a real horny girl with a throbbing clit, as I actually am.
So I'm just curious... for those of you who surf lots of porn, does it make a difference to you? Do you ever think about who is behind the other end of the computer? Does it matter?
Wanna watch a movie?
Well, ok, it is a really TINY movie of a very fluffy juicy butt... Click on over to the join page, scroll down almost to the bottom, and then choose Quicktime or MPG! Enjoy :)
Yoga....
Yes, big girls do yoga too...
Too wierd...
I am not going to get into a discussion of pro-life vs. pro-choice *here*... (Go to Molly Saves the Day for that!) But this is an odd move to try to make Britney Spears represent the pro-life movement... someone made a "birthing" statue of her. Which is very nice except that she did not give birth... she chose to have an elective C-section. (Which, I'm sorry, but choosing to have surgery to save your figure does not seem very "mother earth" to me somehow. There is a diff between an elective and NON-elective C-section!) And it's wonderful that she chose to have her baby, but of course why would she not? Does anyone doubt that she can afford to raise baby Sean? Shucks, she's been doing just fine raising Daddy Kev. (Ok, I couldn't resist that one) Anyways check out the article here on Salon, and the photo here for some serious bizarre-ness!
Sexy Vampires....
Who knew that there'd be a whole online movie theater, just about vampire sex???
One more...
One more pic from our Sybian shoot... well, this is before things really got going... :)
I need a critique....
C took me out and bought me a BRAND SPANKING NEW MAC MINI yesterday... how frickin' cool am I? My computer will fit in my purse! LOL! :) Of course last night was spent setting everything up, between my beautiful new flat-screen 19" monitor, and my brand new Mac... oh my, he is spoiling me so rotten and I must say I LOVE it!!!!
But now I have to learn how to do stuff on the Mac, which I've been doing on the PC... so there is definitely a bit of a learning curve here. I'm actually a MacAddict from way way waaaay back, and I'm glad to be *back!* I spent today experimenting and made my first, from scratch, all mac, site to promote xxxtamara.com... I'd love to hear what you guys think! Click here to check it out!
Supreme Court CDA Decision...
March 20, 2006 - Washington D.C. Today the U.S. Supreme Court affirmed the Federal District Court's decision in Barbara Nitke and NCSF v. Alberto Gonzales, the challenge to the Communications Decency Act, #01 CIV 11476 (RMB). The Supreme Court has affirmed the lower court's decision without hearing oral arguments, sending a clear signal that the court will not protect free speech rights when it comes to sexually explicit materials. ~ Full article at NCSF
Barbara Nitke is a really wonderful lady... check out her site. She's photographed me a few times, too... made me feel all famous. :) Anyways I know they are trying to present this as a victory... but I just keep thinking, two more years of crazy Republican rule... two more years till 2008
Slippery Sybian...
Slippery because it is so wet! There are now a few exclusive and verrrrrrrrry naughty wet pics on the members blog... plus the entire set of Sybian pics plus the four videos are now up and ready to go. I hope you enjoy! This update takes the xxxtamara.com members section over 1000 pictures!!!!!! WOO HOO! :)
Members blog update....
Hey there folks, if you have not checked out the members blog today please DO... I need your feedback!
The rational conversation...
My legs are soooooooooo sore...
And it is all C's fault... cuffing an innocent lil' thing like me to the Sybian yesterday, is it any wonder my thighs were working so hard? Between trying to keep the Sybian still (it tends to er... move, across the floor, when things really get going... and that darned power cord is only so long... I need a better Sybian pad!), holding yourself up, being all tensed up due to being in a state of perpetual shrieking orgasm... resulting in C's shooting cum all over my hair so I sat there cumming, dripping cum and sweat all over my face...
Is it any wonder my thighs are sore?
For those of you who asked, this is a pic of the white dress I wore to the Mardis Gras party last weekend... I also wore this during my Sybian rodeo yesterday!
Pretty plumper alert...
How nice to wake up to an email from someone who describes herself as a "newbie web whore." LOL what is not to love about that? You guys have to check out Cherie... she has a really fun blog which of course is totally free, and a very nice website as well with plenty of samples for your perusal. Enjoy!
Members blog...
Finally, finally, FINALLY, I have got the members blog up! Woo hoo!!!!! Go check it out :)
XBDSM Bondage Blog....
Hey guys, check out my latest project... I never could've done this without the awesome tech support of my sexy husband!!!! I am so blessed to have someone who can be handy with computers and has a great cock and a perverted mind, too! But anyways... :) My new bondage blog over at XBDSM! Let me know what you think! :)
Slippery when wet part 2...
One more pic from our most recent photoshoot I thought you would enjoy... :)
New shtuff....
Well the latest pics have officially been posted... so go check them out! You know I have been dying to know what you guys think of the new movie format and I haven't gotten a single iota of feedback. If it doesn't work for you, that *is* feedback, so please let me know! It is the one on the main page of the members section titled "tamara sucking." :)
I've also posted a new article about Safer Sex... I know I get babblesome, but I hope you enjoy it and find it helpful!
Slippery when wet....
Here's what I'm working on now... a new set of 58 pics of me lathering up in the shower and playing with the shower massager, then massaging oil into my skin afterwards. Very wet, slippery, steamy, and fun!
Naughty socks...
Thinking of naughty socks usually makes me think of japanese girls in bondage; they are always butterball naked, tied up upside down with funnels in their butt, and little white socks on. Has anyone but me noticed this phenomenon???
But at the moment, I'm looking at someone else's socks, and there is nothing sweet and innocent about THESE socks standing over my dripping wet pussy.... :)
Yum!
I spent all day today taking photos of a curvalicious girlfriend of mine. She is debating whether to start her own site, with the caveat that her face cannot be visible on the 'net... darnit, as she has an awfully cute face! So what do you guys think? Can a girl still be an exhibitionist slut on the 'net and get you interested, without her face showing? Inquiring sluts want to know...!
ImLive VideoChat
Hi guys, I need your help! I am promoting this new (to me) site, ImLive... I decided to sign up as a test to see how it works, and I am having some trouble. Maybe I just need to reboot (but I hate to and I am frickin' stubborn, dammit). Could you try signing up and see if you can get their plug-in to work? The sign up is free and you get $6 to use in the videochat for free so it doesn't cost you anything... you don't have to put in your credit card number or anything like that at all! (I told you, I signed up to check!) So take a peek and let me know what you think... if no one can get it to work I need to NOT be promoting them, you know? Click this link:
Thousands of live Cam girls - Chat for FREE!
I'd love your feedback!
Newwwwwwwww stuff....
New pics and videos are up now, go check it out... :)
Latest pics....
C and I have been making up for lost time... last night I was in the midst of dinner when I gave him a kiss and next thing I knew I was bent over getting fucked next to the computer. Yum!!!! :) The new pics will be up by later this evening and also we have a few *terrible* videos. We are still working out the video bugs; namely, we need more LIGHT for videos, there is no flash! But the sound is good and hey, they are kinda fun to watch even though I'm aware the quality is crappy. I am working on it and they will get better! I am going to have to go lamp shopping, clearly... :)
Right, wrong, shoplifting at Target....
OK, I have studiously NOT been making too many political comments on this blog. Not TOO many! LOL! :) But I simply cannot resist a little bit of one today. First of all, does anyone else find it oddly amusing in a really sick and twisted way that Bush is running around a self-proclaimed "republican" telling everyone we should just "trust" him? Trust him to spy on us. Trust him to sell control of our ports to a country dominated by a culture which, no offense guys, hates Americans overwhelmingly. (And actually, I don't think our ports should be owned by ANY foreign country. But especially NOT that one!) Just, "Trust the government." It's so un-republican! Of course nothing they do really reflects the theoretical values of the republican party anymore except lowering taxes and stealing the cash from whomever is handy. But anyways! That is not even what this rant is about.
I wanted to quote this letter from a Salon reader, which I think says so much of what I also believe:
Conservatives compulsively take illegal drugs (Rush), gamble (Bennett), extort (the Dukester), shoot their friends (Dick), bend over for bucks (Jeff Gannon), divorce their hospitalized wives (Newt), defraud Native Americans (Jack Who?), launder money (Hammer DeLay), molest women (Ahnold), chase women through hotels in foreign countries (Bolton), make obscene phone sex calls to their female employees (O'Really), shop for expensive shoes (Condi), start wars (most of the above), plunder the treasury (most of the above), torture (Gonzalez), give no bid contracts to their friends, play guitar while New Orleans drowns, desecrate the environment, steal from Target, and sanctimoniously claim a unique hold on morality and virtue that makes them the arbiters of everyone else's private lives - and yes, they even demand the right to spy on you in your own home to make sure you are living up their code.
Liberals, on the other hand, compulsively believe that each person should take responsibility for their own actions, that government should exist to assist in that goal, that there is no national interest in crying over a little spilled semen between two consenting adults, and that the public morality of the governmental policy a person advocates is much more important to the public than their private moral choices to cheat on their spouses, shoot their friends, or steal from Target. (PenUltimate)
This is a response to this article discussing the recent resignation of Claude Allen for shoplifting. And hey, he was actually stealing from MY Target!
Now for those of you annoyed with me for pointing out yet more republican corruption, a dirty pic to take your mind off of it!
Mardis Gras, part 2...
Oooooh I had so much fun last night. I wore a sheer white lacy dress with tiny little white panties underneath, so I got to be super-slutty straight off the bat. I saw a bunch of friends I haven't seen in forever. I had a few glasses of wine and got just a little bit loose enough. I danced and danced and danced, shaking my tits and my ass and grinding all over C for hours on end until I was dripping in sweat. I got to stay until I was TIRED, instead of having to leave due to an overdose of smoke inhalation. YAY! :)
We didn't stay and play, but the truth is that C has been fucking me so much since he's been home, I didn't need it. Hours and hours. Wonderful beautiful cock which I adore inside me finally! I am a happy girl... :)
Invincible Fuck-Wheel...
I can't really describe this, but go check it out! It is wierd and hilarious!
Finding fuckable fun...
So I was just peeking at some of the words people are using to find this website and thought I'd share a few with you. Let's see: dirty porn, bodacious booty (thank you), fucking and sucking, hardcore stuff (stuff?), fun and sexy, cum sucking whore, big giant cocks (sorry, don't have one of those), stick it my ass (hmm), fingers xxx (huh?), lotsa fucking (woo hoo!), hot and juicy, hot juicy stuff, don't cum in me (I'll try), stuff my ass, stick it in her ass, fun with cocks, smart slut, anal tamara (wow!), and of course, dirty bride pics.
Conclusion: the people reading this site right now are a perverted, anally fixated, booty-on-the-brain, horny, crazy people. Gosh I love you guys! LOL! :)
Mardis Gras...
First you guys have to know that C has been out of town so much lately I almost feel like a single girl again. But not in an exciting, "I am going to go party," way. More in a sad lonely kind of way. I know, I'm positively pitiful. But I miss my honey!!!!
He is coming back this weekend though, YAY! And we are going to a big Mardis Gras swing thing this weekend. So I've been thinking about it and thought I'd come tell you about the last one we went to last year. I love this party because it is one of the very few NON-SMOKING swing events. Quitting smoking has been hard for me in many ways, not the least of which is that I'm now so sensitive to smoke. (I always was, really. I developed a smokers cough like the second day I smoked. My body just hates it and always has!) So this was so exciting for me to be able to be in a place where you can drink, dance, and be slutty, with NO SMOKE. Usually I wind up having to leave events early because my eyes are tearing and I can't take my mind off my own smell (ugh!), but this freed me up completely.
On the other hand, lately I have been oddly shy at a lot of swing things. Lately meaning, the past few years. I can be very very aggressive and brazen when I feel comfortable, but if I don't know anyone... I am super, super shy. So for the first part of the evening there, I stood in the corner with C standing behind me bringing me drinks.
Alcohol definitely lowers my inhibitions... lets me get over some of that shyness so I can play more... and after spending some time chatting benignly with people I got drunk enough that I... er, well, I dunno quite how it started, but somehow or another I wound up crawling around on the floor grinding my head in people's laps... doing this kind of "head in your lap" dance kind of thing... to earn beads. It was pretty hot I think, at least for me it was. I didn't look up at the people, just focused totally on their crotches, and I got a whole bunch of beads.
I don't think we wound up playing with anyone that night though... often a swing event is more about the environment, feeling free and flirtatious and blowing off steam, than it is just about sex. I just love being around sexually open people in general, whether we are fucking or not! Although the fucking is pretty wonderful too :)
So I'm trying to decide what to wear to the party.... I guess it is going to be my very very tight very short, hooker-esque shiny purple dress... it is very mardis-gras! But I might have to warm myself up later this evening... maybe I'll even shoot a little video... as I have been "out of circulation" since the flu hit me so hard. (Although oddly, I did masturbate once right in the middle of the flu. There I was, sniffling, sneezing, coughing, on the couch masturbating. It took me forever. I dunno why I wanted to, but for some reason, I did! Flu sex, what is next?!?!)
Pimps with soul...
I wasn't even going to rant about this on here, I swear it. I first heard about Hustle and Flow when it first came out, in a review on NPR. The review was rave, and they broadcast the audio from the scene where the pimp played by Terrence Howard forces a hooker (who can't work due to being six months pregnant) to sing what will become the hook of his breakout song. Before I heard this clip, I was all open to the idea of an interesting new movie about the whole subculture of street whores and pimps. Then I heard the clip.
I listened while this pimp bullied a meek female voice into singing for him. Nowhere in the clip or discussed afterwards was there anything about what *she* was getting out of it... it was just her way of providing a service to her pimp when she'd otherwise be "useless" to him.
Then last week I was channel surfing (while still sick with the flu, and yes this IS a flu-fevered rant!), and saw Terrence Howard for two seconds on Oprah. Two seconds because I got disgusted when I heard him say that pimps DO have souls and he is glad people are paying attention to it. Oprah just nodded. He said he spent six weeks living with a pimp to really get the feel for it before the movie, and asked Oprah "how would you feel if you had to send your sister out to commit unspeakable acts so that you could eat?" I dunno why, but Oprah did not ask what I would've: "How do you think SHE feels???"
STILL I wasn't going to say anything, and then that song won the Oscar last night for best song. "It's hard out here for a pimp."
Yeah ok, my heart is breaking for the pimps of the world. Poor you! You who victimize and exploit women. You who make your living off of the tears your victims, you who force women to become addicted to drugs so they are easier to control, you who sit and twiddle your thumbs while johns beat up and rape your women. Poor pimps!
I wonder what it says about our society that everyone, like Oprah, sagely nods at being told how hard it is to be a pimp, instead of anyone standing up and screaming about how much HARDER it is to be that TRICK you are making your living off of!
To be clear, I do not find anything at all wrong with prostitution. I *do* however, find something wrong with men who want to make women prostitute themselves, or women who are for one reason or another desperate getting into a situation where a man can victimize them in this way. And while everyone is patting the pimps on the back and offering them a shoulder to cry on, I just want to say...
What about the women?
BTW, I think that song frankly SUCKS.
Tamara MIA....
Hey guys, I am sorry for having been missing in action the past two weeks... but I have been kicked in the butt by the flu and lemme tell you, it SUCKS bigtime. Today is the first day the keyboard hasn't been too blurry to type! Please be patient with me... all current members are going to receive two weeks free to make up for the lost time!
