New Shtuff....

So I've just posted some very naughty new pics of me with a very colorful big cock in the members section... you absolutely must go check it out. I think this particular cock belongs to an exhibitionist, and he wants everyone to see my mouth wrapped around him. They really are awfully purty. :)

I've also got a new advice column...er, my first one... up. Woo hoo! You know I hafta be careful with these things not to get too long-winded, as you guys know I love to babble. Someone do something with my mouth, quick! This one is about (oh joy of joys) anal sex. Got a question? Send it in! I do have a few others I'm working on which will hopefully be up soon enough!

I'm going to have to spend some time working on the layout of this site over the next few weeks... so if you have any thoughts or feedback about it, the time to say so is NOW, not after it's all done!

I'm too sleepy to be posting... hence silly babbles. Time for dirty pic. *smooch!*

Yum!

"I think I just wanna beat your clit with my cock until I cum."

*sigh*... were hotter words ever spoken? My baby is such a romantic.... YUMMMMM!!!!!

Hot wax, hot sluts, hot spanks....

So me and some wonderful slutty friends of mine threw a kinky swing party this weekend... with a BDSM theme. They set up chains and a waxing table and all kinds of things in their basement... what fun! I got chained up and spanked and tickled and C teased my pussy for a while, while everyone watched.




Also, my friend K was in from out of town who I have missed so much, so I was in the mood for some fun! I decided to help break the ice by volunteering to be waxed by... everyone!

Now if you are thinking about playing with hot wax you should know that we were playing with wax created specifically for this... so it burns at a slightly lower temperature. You have to be careful with wax as scented and colored waxes burn hotter and could in theory actually burn you.

PSA aside, I jumped up on the table completely nekkid, laid down, and got waxed! It was so much fun because so many people were involved. I sort of felt like I was in the midst of some wierd pagan ritual with all these scantily clad people standing around me with candles flickering and dripping sizzling bits of hot searing pain on my naked flesh, except most of them were giggling and teasing me the whole time which made it so much fun. Wax pain is hard to describe, "hot searing pain," sounds too intense... it IS pain but it's like a pleasure/pain kind of thing, and it IS hot and searing but it's not overly so. You'd just have to try it to understand, I guess!

Next, my sweet kittykat girlfriend had her hand waxed to my belly. She laid her hand flat on my skin and everyone else dripped more wax on us so that her hand was waxed... *glued*... to my skin. It was very, very kewl!



Then it was up and into the shower for me to scrub off all that wax!!!! Check out the pics, I know you'll enjoy them. Afterwards kittykat was waxed herself, and it wound up with me and another girl being waxed to HER belly... by then the candles were warmed up so the wax flowed much faster and she got even more waxed than I did! Just another Saturday night in slutsville I guess... :) Oh and of course the host of the party made sure to ram his cock into me before I left.... *sigh*

I also rode the sybian... the sybian is always so surreal no matter what. (Probably my hottest sybian memory is C standing over me and jerking off while I rode it, finally cumming in my hair so I was there with cum dripping down my face and all over my hair while I had crazy sybian orgasms... oooooooooooooh my goodness!) But this time I was watching other people play, chained up spankings, fucking, sucking going on all around me while I rode.

I came really hard. :)

Have a happy, happy holiday!

Club Kama Sutra....

Club Kama Sutra is a swing club in Philadelphia which was recently raided by a TV station with hidden cameras. They came in, filmed people having sex without their consent or knowledge, and took it to the police... who said, of all things, "This is definitely illegal. They don't have a permit to watch people having sex!" They sound like the kinky keystone cops, don't they?

Regardless, they've invaded the privacy of many swingers, as well as presenting swinging as a public health threat which it certainly is not. Not to say that some swingers don't make stupid choices like having sex without condoms, they do... but if each person decides unto his or her own self to protect his or her self by using condoms, it's irrelevant. Well anyways... I'm going to cut and paste the info from the National Coalition for Sexual Freedom here in its entirety. And I promise I'll be back later tonight to post some fun dirty pics of my very naughty weekend, to tide you through the holiday! :)
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NCSF CALL FOR ACTION - Swing Club in Philadelphia Raided.
Patrons showed on camera for sensationalistic attention.
Violation of privacy for members of this adult-only club. Speak out!

The Updated Story at http://kyw.com/seenon/local_story_321232643.html

Police raided a private swing club in Philadelphia Saturday evening,
November 12th after an undercover police officer carrying a concealed
camera came into the club posing as a patron. With an obvious interest
in the sudden and immediate outing of every person involved, the media,
specifically KWY Channel 3, has consistently given this story the most
negative press possible. The club is alleged to have zoning violations.
Regardless of the these violations, Channel 3 KWY news, led by
Investigative Reporter John Quinones has made a specific effort to
sensationalize and stigmatize the private members who were attending
the club.

John Quinones and Channel 3 KWY News need to know that millions of
consenting adults engage in alternative lifestyles, including swinging.
The vast majority act in a responsible and ethical way. They do not
merit the discriminatory and sensationalistic coverage. Channel 3 News should
know better than to present this kind of one-sided and unbalanced
coverage and they shouldn't be violating the privacy of individual club members
in order to score ratings during the sweeps period.

Don't let the media run rampant over our right to privacy. Write
Channel 3 in Philadelphia and tell them you do not appreciate their unbalanced
and discriminatory reporting.

www.kwy.com
quinones@cbs3.com.
http://cbs3.com/specialreports/local_story_320225353.html CBS 3
101 South Independence Mall East
Philadelphia, PA 19106
Administrative Offices, 215-238-4700
Newsroom
215-238-4850 (News)
800-223-8477 (Toll-free)
215-238-4783 Fax
E-Mail Tips
Programming
215-238-4516

Sample email:

Dear ,
I am outraged by the actions of KWY Channel 3. Your disregard for the
privacy rights of the citizens of Philadelphia is appalling as is your
disregard for any kind of balanced portrayal of people involved in the
swing lifestyle. Cheap stunts such as this coverage may increase your
ratings in the short term but they do nothing but undermine your
credibility as an objective source for information.

Shame on John Quinones and Channel 3 news.

Your Name

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A project of NCSF and ITCR, The Foundation for NCSF.

The National Coalition for Sexual Freedom is a national organization
committed to creating a political, legal, and social environment in the
United States that advances equal rights of consenting adults who
practice forms of alternative sexual expression. NCSF is primarily focused on
the rights of consenting adults in the SM-leather-fetish, swing, and
polyamory communities, who often face discrimination because of their sexual
expression.

National Coalition for Sexual Freedom
822 Guilford Avenue, Box 127
Baltimore, MD 21202-3707
410-539-4824
media@ncsfreedom.org
www.ncsfreedom.org

Target shame....

I was so dismayed earlier this week to hear a Target spokesperson on NPR announcing that Target has decided that they will allow their pharmacists to refuse to fill prescriptions for Plan B, the emergency contraceptive I discuss in the post below. They say this is because there is some debate as to whether or not the egg is actually fertilized when Plan B prevents it from being implanted, and to them, a fertilized egg... even one that hasn't taken hold and begun growing yet... is a human life. So basically, these pharmacists have moral beliefs which lead them to want women to have later abortions, instead of earlier prevention. I find that fascinating!

The fact is that every moment of delay in getting that prescription filled increases the odds that Plan B will be ineffective and a woman will get pregnant. The next fact is that a woman who is seeking Plan B probably doesn't want to be pregnant right then... and will probably wind up seeking an abortion if she becomes pregnant.

Why is it that the people who claim to be so opposed to abortion, try so hard to create more of them?

I bet these same pharmacists have no issues whatsoever prescribing viagra or any other erectile dysfunction drug. It's not the man's problem if the woman gets pregnant, after all.
I wish I could really encourage a boycott, but I know better than to expect most people to think of a woman's issue over the holidays. But, maybe, anyone who reads this might consider shopping elsewhere for a little while... or, maybe, might consider writing a letter to Target to tell them how disgusting you find their policy. Pharmacists are not God. It is not their job to determine the morality of the drugs they prescribe, and if we say it is, where does it end exactly? Can they refuse to prescribe painkillers if they are scientologists? (Oh wait, scientologists don't believe in medicine at all.) Well, you get the idea.

For the record, if you know of anyone who needs fast access to Plan B there are a few options. The first and best is probably the nearest Planned Parenthood. Once I had a condom mishap at 4:30 pm on a Friday... the Planned Parenthood here stayed open for me until 5:30 when I could get there to get it. Obviously, Monday would've been too late. They try really hard to get it to whoever needs it.

If Planned Parenthood is not an option, I recommend contacting them anyways. There is a doctor who prescribes Plan B online, but I cannot find the link... anyone know it? It was covered on NPR a few weeks ago. But I believe if a woman contacted them and said she couldn't get to them, they'd try their very best to find a way to help her anyways.

This issue is near and dear to my heart. Sorry to be so serious, but this is so important, and so simple and basic to me. The abortion pill causes an abortion. Plan B does not. What is so hard to understand about that?

If you'd like to write a letter to Target about this, here is the information:

Target Corporation Headquarters Address
Target Corporation
1000 Nicollet Mall
Minneapolis, MN 55403
Or, email Guest.Relations@target.com

Thanks so much!

Plan B....

I was super excited the other day to hear Dr. Susan Wood, the woman who resigned from the FDA's Department of Women's Health over the Plan B issue, on NPR. Not only that, but I was even more excited to hear some other doctor call in to ask her a question... saying that the FDA's classification of Plan B lead her to believe that Plan B would be harmful to an already established pregnancy, and so she didn't believe it should be over the counter.

Dr. Wood corrected this misunderstanding, saying the FDA classifications are all screwy. I myself had a big discussion with my own doctor about this at one point and the essence is and remains: Plan B is simply a stronger dose of the hormones women use for birth control all the time... and actually the body produces hormones like that when you are pregnant. If you happen to already be pregnant and not know it, then take Plan B, Plan B will NOT harm your baby. The abortion pill, WILL. That is the difference... and one of many reasons it drives me insane to hear about pharmacists saying it goes against their beliefs to give it out. It goes against their beliefs to help women NOT get pregnant? What the heck do they believe then?

Anyways Dr. Wood said exactly what I just said, except much better and with more technical info. I was so happy. Better birth control and easier access to birth control are key to the sexual freedom of women!

9am babbles over coffee....

9am babbles.... well, my girlfriend K (from the crazy-sluts-at-the-beach story #2) is coming into town for a visit this weekend, and I'm all excited to see her. It's been since my birthday in August!!! :) She is the one who gave me the adorable iPod mini for my birthday, an endangered species these days, but I adore it. We'll be hosting/attending a party Sat. night which should be lotsa fun!

If you are like me and don't really get what is going on in France (beyond the basic understanding that if people are anti-semitic, they can be anti-lotsa things), check out this article on Salon. I'm still not sure I get it all though...

So you gents who've joined the members section... tell me what else you'd like to see in there! I need to hear from you. Making amateurslaves was so different... it evolved from a free site into a paysite over a course of years. Creating a paysite from scratch is much, much harder as I'm learning now... but I want to make you happy. And it's fun :) So feel free to comment here (click the link which says "click here to talk to me" below this post), or email me at curvygirldc*at*yahoo.com!

So of the various pics I post on my blog, which ones do you guys like best thus far? Hogtied? Ultimate Surrenders nekkid catfighting? Whipped Ass with tons of lesbian domination? Real Fucking Couples hot sex on a platter? LMK... :)

more about amslaves....

Well, this is very exciting for me... I've reopened my original porn site, amateurslaves.com, finally! YEARS after my billing company took a dive, I finally found a billing company which works, is easy to use, and actually lets ME use it. Woo HOO!!!! :)

I know I've spoken some about amateurslaves before, but let me just say now that if you don't like very heavy BDSM play, if you don't like consensual torture play, if blood and bruises disturb you... amateurslaves is seriously not for you. There are some *playful* only galleries, but the majority are pretty intense. The diaries are very intense. My relationship was *not* like what most people consider BDSM. Well, I don't do things halfway usually and this was a clear case of that.

I have had a few gents who went and looked at some of the preview pics and said to me.. "Um!" It disturbed them. Well you guys should know that first of all, I don't do a lot of heavy pain play anymore for a bunch of different reasons. But everything I did was consensual and I enjoyed it in one form or another... even if, as in the case of The Nails, I just wanted to prove I could do it. (I did. Holy crap!)

So, don't be disturbed. Don't be worried. Just know that I am a multi-faceted individual who enjoys many many different things...the vast majority of which are more sexually oriented now... hence the need for a new site with a slightly different focus. There are so many things I want to do!!!!

I would, also, kinda like to find a lesbian lover. Are there any Shanes out there??? (Have you guys seen the L Word? It kicks ass. And is chock full of steaming hot lesbian sex. YUMMMMMMMMM!) Wouldn't that be fun? *sigh* As long as she's ok with me being poly, and as long as she is domly, 'cuz I'm shy sometimes...

Oh gosh, I'm totally getting distracted with visions of Shane in my head. Anyways! amateurslaves! It is a fun site and it is HUGE. But it is open primarily as an archive, meaning I might update it sometimes, or maybe not... I think the price is actually way lower than it should be for the amount of content though, $20 for one month, non-recurring. So if you want to see some crazy intense BDSM... go ahead... if not, please don't!

And if you are like, "You are too chubby tamara, I like slender girls," then you should totally check out hogtied, because they REALLY do real BDSM better than darned near anyone else out there, and they have a ton and a half of total hottie models all strung up and tortured with hitachis. Yum!!!!!

Since it's such a grey day today (at least in MD it is!), here a few beautiful tropical pics from Hogtied. Enjoy!

Teenage prostitutes and HIV cures...

Two really interesting articles to share with you today... first and foremost, this dude frickin' cured himself of HIV!!!! This is HUUUUUUUUUUUUGE. I hope and pray he consents to going back and getting all the tests. Can you imagine, returning to life without HIV? (Well, actually, I never really lived sexually without HIV. Oh, but what fun!)

Next, a fascinating article talking about having been a teenage prostitute. I love this chick's writing style! I love that she came away from it with something unique to say, with a unique experience, that she loved it so. Now I want her book...

Thank you, to all of you out there who've joined the site already... so exciting. Next, amateurslaves will reopen for business. :) Now I'm searching for a new digital camera which also does video, after mine got broken this summer... anyone have any tips to share?

We're open!

It's official... xxxtamara.com is now open and ready for business!!! :) If you'd like to join, go to http://www.xxxtamara.com/join.html and click the TicketClub link. I'm so excited! :)

You guys are so stubborn!

You guys really are, you know, so stubborn! And I love you for it! Here I have posted a new "join" page, which needs to be posted before Verotel will approve my site.... but it's not active yet. And it says that, right there on the page, with a note from me and the DATE. Yet, you guys still keep trying to join. Bless your hearts, and most especially your lustful cocks, for it! I promise I will announce it with trumpets as soon as it is ready to go. Right now the charge is going to be $10/month, I have over 500 original pics posted and will be adding more... hopefully weekly but I'm hesitant to promise that as I know I'll be late one day and get ten bitchy emails and I'll get all upset. So I'll just say, I'll be adding lots more. And taking requests. Give me your horny, your dirty, your kinky requests.... I will try my best to make them happen! :)

In other news... (hehe)... I got a new cell phone!!!! This damn thing is KICK ASS and I love it and am positively giddy over it. My honey got it for me to celebrate the third anniversary of my quitting smoking, which is very exciting indeed for a girl who HONESTLY believed she'd never ever possibly be able to quit. It is the Cingular Rokr and it is soooooooooo kewl. It has a bootiful screen saver! And a camera! And as soon as I figure out how to transfer the photos to the computer, I'll post some. Where should I go take a surreptitious tit-flashing photo for you guys?

In other OTHER news... we watched Kinsey last night. What a kewl movie. What an amazing man! What a horrible wedding night!!!! OMG! My heart was breaking for them. You know that I would not be here today if it were not for Kinsey. Er... well, ok, maybe I would. I'm stubborn like that. But, he definitely paved the way for all forms of alternative sexuality to be accepted, even if only amongst themselves, and for that... THANK YOU to Dr. Kinsey, wherever in the universe you are. Thank you, for the words today which I use frequently and live by... sex positive! If you haven't seen it, do!

I spoke to one of my blog readers who said he tried to post comments, but couldn't. Regarding comments, you need to click that little link directly below the post which says "Click here to talk to me!" Then, you can choose your identity... if you have a blog you want to link to, you can use your blogger nick if you have one. If not you can choose "Other" and fill it in with whatever the heck you want. Or, choose anonymous... though if I know you, adding a hint to that in your post is always nice. :) Post, post often, post regularly... that's why this is a BLOG instead of just a PAGE.... so you guys can comment! ;)

And now, a few dirty pics to appeal to the prurient interests of my favorite viewers! These are from Ultimate Surrender. It is a site featuring all kinds of ummm... well, for lack of a better word, catfighting. Though I wish there was a better word, something about "catfighting" is kind of annoying to me. But the pics are hot! Enjoy!

The first time....

I was 17 when I lost my virginity... just barely 17, but that's still older than a lot of people these days. It wasn't lack of wanting to though... it was more that I was heavy when I was in high school, and shy, and submissive; I really needed someone to be aggressive with me about it and no one had been.

So I met this guy Chris through a friend of a friend. He was 21, so not in high school, and had that alluring older man / bad boy appeal. I was attracted to him right away, but, being an insecure high school student, of course thought he wouldn't want me. I don't even remember the course of the day I met him... it passed in a blur.... but before I knew it, it was nighttime, and I was in my bed with this man in the midst of a very, very hot and heavy make out session.

My FIRST make out session. I'd been kissed before, but nothing serious... a quick peck. This was... OMG... every nerve ending on my body was shrieking at the top of its lungs. I wanted it to never, ever end. I wanted more, I wanted it to not stop, I wanted.... I wanted that cock, in me, NOW. I don't remember what I said, but I somehow conveyed this to him, and I DO remember him backing off and asking me if I was sure. He knew I was a virgin. FUCK YEAH, is kinda what I was thinking, but what I actually said was... "Yes! Come on!"

It hurt. It hurt a LOT actually. Not enough to make me stop though. I think he fucked me twice before he fell asleep. Sore and smiling, I got up to take a shower. I remember standing there in the shower with blood running down my legs and smiling and giggling to myself and just being SO happy. HAPPY! So glad I'd finally lost my virginity... experienced what I had been yearning for for so many years... found it to be SO MUCH FUN.

It hurt for the entire first week, and we fucked like bunnies for the whole time anyways. I remember going with him to my homecoming dance and leaving early, lying down on the floor of my bedroom with a pillow under my head, his cock going into me and that YOWCH of pain, but more, more, more, don't stop, give it to me...

Well... I've never looked back. :) So how about you? What was YOUR first time like????

Hogtied....

Hey guys, I know I am a naughty girl and haven't been posting much... the truth is I haven't been feeling well and thus am not my usual babblesome, typing and bitching about everything, self. Sooooooooooo here are a few pics for you in the meanwhile. The good news is I *may* have found a useable billing provider which would enable me to open the members section up.. we'll see! This means I need a new digital camera! :) Enjoy these photos from the original hogtied website... they love to use the hitachi there, and I can totally relate to that sentiment! ;)